I'm borderline livid. I feel like I had just gotten my "life" pieced together and then, wham, now here I am in bed again. We are hoping that the recovery will be a fastforward version of the one I've been living through, but right now I just feel reinjured. Plus, we now get to deal with the lovely world of auto insurance. Yay.
I am grateful that things are not worse than they are. For example, a slight difference in MPH and that SUV would have hit my door and I don't know what would have happened to me in that case. However, I feel like god or fate or whatever is pointing at me and my family and laughing maniacally.
So, The Plan. Things have been scaled back to six months ago. I dropped my film class to redevote myself to physical therapy and so that I can retreat into my bubble of denial. I'll be seeing all my specialists to document all of this, and I'm back to upwards of four doctors a week. Hopefully we can do this faster this time. If not - well, fortunately, they make movies every year.
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